[ ... it wouldn't be a lie to tell him she has no idea. It's not as though she knows every single exception to this power she'd always thought was a curse.
But it doesn't feel entirely truthful either. ]
This is just a thought.
[ She sends, then keeps him waiting for several minutes as she struggles to put this theory - this stab in the dark, this thing she so desperately wants to be wrong about - words. Several times, she types Never mind and hovers her finger over the send button, but she doubts Mydei would accept such cowardice from her.
It's just a thought, she reminds herself, over and over again, in hopes it'll ease some of that anxiety metamorphosing in nausea. It doesn't, but at least she finishes her message. ]
There shouldn't be any exceptions to this power of mine. But outside of you and Lord Phainon, I have been able to touch two others. [ Which... is another thing she'll need to address later. Stelle. She just hopes he'll forgive her for saving that for a different time, when as far as she (falsely) knows she's very much alive here in Ellipsa. ] They shared something in common. ... Something that makes them different from you.
They were both dead.
[ She then has to put her phone down, and try not to cry from typing out those words. ]
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But it doesn't feel entirely truthful either. ]
This is just a thought.
[ She sends, then keeps him waiting for several minutes as she struggles to put this theory - this stab in the dark, this thing she so desperately wants to be wrong about - words. Several times, she types Never mind and hovers her finger over the send button, but she doubts Mydei would accept such cowardice from her.
It's just a thought, she reminds herself, over and over again, in hopes it'll ease some of that anxiety metamorphosing in nausea. It doesn't, but at least she finishes her message. ]
There shouldn't be any exceptions to this power of mine. But outside of you and Lord Phainon, I have been able to touch two others. [ Which... is another thing she'll need to address later. Stelle. She just hopes he'll forgive her for saving that for a different time, when as far as she (falsely) knows she's very much alive here in Ellipsa. ] They shared something in common. ... Something that makes them different from you.
They were both dead.
[ She then has to put her phone down, and try not to cry from typing out those words. ]