❀ info + lore dump
PLAYER
NAME: Nilla
CONTACT: PM preferred for people from Bakerstreet!
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: uhhhhh I'm slow as shit I'm sorry.
BRACKETS/PROSE: brackets, but either!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: please avoid yandere tropes, descriptive gore, and discussion of burning buildings
CONTACT: PM preferred for people from Bakerstreet!
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: uhhhhh I'm slow as shit I'm sorry.
BRACKETS/PROSE: brackets, but either!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: please avoid yandere tropes, descriptive gore, and discussion of burning buildings
OUT OF CHARACTER
BACKTAGGING: yes please and thank you
THREADHOPPING: in general yes? just please get permission from the other players, and avoid threadhopping into a serious thread.
FOURTHWALLING: no
NOT INTERESTED IN: threads where she actually kills someone
THREADHOPPING: in general yes? just please get permission from the other players, and avoid threadhopping into a serious thread.
FOURTHWALLING: no
NOT INTERESTED IN: threads where she actually kills someone
FIRST IMPRESSIONS
VISUAL: a girl around 5'3"/163 cm with purple hair and eyes, wearing a dress with bone, flower, and butterfly motifs
AURAL: soft-spoken, gentle, almost whispery. English VA (Melody Muze) line compilation | Chinese, English, Japanese, and Korean voice comparison
OLFACTORY: she smells strongly of flowers
DEMEANOUR: withdrawn within herself, keeping her distance from others and her hands often tucked in front of her body. tends to observe from afar opposed to interact with things directly
AURAL: soft-spoken, gentle, almost whispery. English VA (Melody Muze) line compilation | Chinese, English, Japanese, and Korean voice comparison
OLFACTORY: she smells strongly of flowers
DEMEANOUR: withdrawn within herself, keeping her distance from others and her hands often tucked in front of her body. tends to observe from afar opposed to interact with things directly
IN CHARACTER
PHYSICAL AFFECTION: she has a touch that kills living beings on contact, so she is extremely avoidant when it comes to touch. but at the same time, she's incredibly touch-starved and desperately wants a hug. so basically it's complicated
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Y
RELATIONSHIPS: Y - my favorite canon ships are her with the Trailblazer, Mydei, Aglaea, Phainon, and Cipher, but I'm down for anything! including cross-canon!!
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION:
MAGICAL INFORMATION: she has a deadly aura to go along with her deadly touch. It's usually suppressed, but she's able to activate it at will, causing anything within five paces to enter a trance where they feel like they're being swallowed by darkness and unease.
MEDICAL INFORMATION:
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS:
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Y
RELATIONSHIPS: Y - my favorite canon ships are her with the Trailblazer, Mydei, Aglaea, Phainon, and Cipher, but I'm down for anything! including cross-canon!!
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION:
MAGICAL INFORMATION: she has a deadly aura to go along with her deadly touch. It's usually suppressed, but she's able to activate it at will, causing anything within five paces to enter a trance where they feel like they're being swallowed by darkness and unease.
MEDICAL INFORMATION:
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS:
☆ code by kimmiserate ☆

▶ INTERACTIVE
Welcome to Okhema. I am Castorice. Apologies, it is my habit to keep my distance from others... I can get closer if you wish, however.
Greeting
Are you cold? Should we walk under the sun together?
Parting
Farewells always arrive so quickly... I hope neither of us will stop moving forward.
About Self: Duty
My current duty is to soothe the martyred Chrysos Heirs and Titans. I hope they spend the last moment of their lives seeing a peaceful sea of flowers, rather than an endless darkness.
About Self: Past 1
I once stumbled alone like a solitary butterfly that did not know where to go... Perhaps it was thanks to the Flame-Chase Journey and my friends in Okhema, or perhaps it was the people I encountered along the way that helped me find the direction for my next flight.
About Self: Past 2
My sister gave me a chance at life, the people of Styxia gave me the blessing of life, and the traditions of Aidonia gave me the meaning of life... I wish to pass these benedictions to more people. After all, "staying alive" is not merely the hope of just one person.
Chat
I like to self-insert when I read books. For example, I'm not a good cook, but I can see images of myself cooking dishes when I read cookbooks... Isn't that amazing?
Hobbies
I want to make cute things into plushies whenever I see them... Felts can recreate appearances most accurately, and the plushies can be softer if filled with milk cotton thread or crocheted with wool. I can do more than just animals, too... I can make Zagreus' silver coin doll, and boiled Dollo egg dolls with different expressions... I sleep particularly well when hugging them.
Annoyances
I wish I could have two little chimeras, so I could snuggle my face into their warm, fluffy fur and run around with them in the plains... But... I can't, so I'll just make two more chimera plushies instead.
Something to Share
During my days in Aidonia, I wove dark blue Antila flowers into beautiful wreaths with everyone else. We then placed them onto the dead soldiers' heads, and watched as the bodies floated down the River of Souls... And so it went, day after day...
Knowledge
The whispers of a homesick soldier, the lullabies a mother uses to soothe her child, the last letter left by a maiden to her lover... With each funeral, I carry another memory left by those who have passed — memories that still hold the warmth of their lives.
About Polyxia
Now I know everything. My sister was unwilling to see the flowers wither, so she kept vigil over them, staying by them until they reached the end of their life. Now, I, too, will join her in accompanying the lost souls.
Eidolon Activation
No matter how cold the other side is, there will still be the scent of flowers.
Character Ascension
Look, light is coming in.
Max Level Reached
All things cycle through life and death... The end is also the beginning.
Trace Activation
The traces we leave in this world will last much longer than death.