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❀ info + lore dump
PLAYER
NAME: Nilla
CONTACT: PM preferred for people from Bakerstreet!
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: uhhhhh I'm slow as shit I'm sorry.
BRACKETS/PROSE: brackets, but either!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: please avoid yandere tropes, descriptive gore, and discussion of burning buildings
CONTACT: PM preferred for people from Bakerstreet!
ACTIVE TIMES/PACE: uhhhhh I'm slow as shit I'm sorry.
BRACKETS/PROSE: brackets, but either!
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS: please avoid yandere tropes, descriptive gore, and discussion of burning buildings
OUT OF CHARACTER
BACKTAGGING: yes please and thank you
THREADHOPPING: in general yes? just please get permission from the other players, and avoid threadhopping into a serious thread.
FOURTHWALLING: no
NOT INTERESTED IN: threads where she actually kills someone
THREADHOPPING: in general yes? just please get permission from the other players, and avoid threadhopping into a serious thread.
FOURTHWALLING: no
NOT INTERESTED IN: threads where she actually kills someone
FIRST IMPRESSIONS
VISUAL: a girl around 5'3"/163 cm with purple hair and eyes, wearing a dress with bone, flower, and butterfly motifs
AURAL: soft-spoken, gentle, almost whispery. English VA (Melody Muze) line compilation | Chinese, English, Japanese, and Korean voice comparison
OLFACTORY: she smells strongly of flowers
DEMEANOUR: withdrawn within herself, keeping her distance from others and her hands often tucked in front of her body. tends to observe from afar opposed to interact with things directly
AURAL: soft-spoken, gentle, almost whispery. English VA (Melody Muze) line compilation | Chinese, English, Japanese, and Korean voice comparison
OLFACTORY: she smells strongly of flowers
DEMEANOUR: withdrawn within herself, keeping her distance from others and her hands often tucked in front of her body. tends to observe from afar opposed to interact with things directly
IN CHARACTER
PHYSICAL AFFECTION: she has a touch that kills living beings on contact, so she is extremely avoidant when it comes to touch. but at the same time, she's incredibly touch-starved and desperately wants a hug. so basically it's complicated
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Y
RELATIONSHIPS: Y - my favorite canon ships are her with the Trailblazer, Mydei, Aglaea, Phainon, and Cipher, but I'm down for anything! including cross-canon!!
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION:
MAGICAL INFORMATION: she has a deadly aura to go along with her deadly touch. It's usually suppressed, but she's able to activate it at will, causing anything within five paces to enter a trance where they feel like they're being swallowed by darkness and unease.
MEDICAL INFORMATION:
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS:
PHYSICAL VIOLENCE: Y
RELATIONSHIPS: Y - my favorite canon ships are her with the Trailblazer, Mydei, Aglaea, Phainon, and Cipher, but I'm down for anything! including cross-canon!!
PSYCHIC & PSIONIC INFORMATION:
MAGICAL INFORMATION: she has a deadly aura to go along with her deadly touch. It's usually suppressed, but she's able to activate it at will, causing anything within five paces to enter a trance where they feel like they're being swallowed by darkness and unease.
MEDICAL INFORMATION:
OFFENSIVE SUBJECTS & TRIGGERS:
☆ code by kimmiserate ☆
🦋 COLLECTABLES & MESSAGES
▶ READABLES
▶ amphoreus trailblaze log
▶ pollux's underworld postcard
I... find myself unsure how to address you, given that we've never actually met in this recurrence.
Miss Cyrene once joked that in this recurrence, you, Trailblazer, owe me a hug. I found it quite embarrassing at first, but after descending into the nether realm and enduring the long passage of time, I've begun to envy the version of myself who will eventually meet you, and started hoping that silly little "debt" might actually get paid after all.
Oh, forgive me for my sentimentality.
The nether realm is more beautiful than I imagined, yet also more desolate. I've reunited with my sister Polyxia here, alongside countless faces both known and unknown, like the hundreds of heroes lost during the first Flame-Chase, their minds fragmented yet their insignias still brilliantly shining. Or Lady Aglaea, who gifted me a nymph companion before silently fading into the flower fields...
Not long after, Lady Tribbie depleted her divine power to create a passage between Styxia and the Vortex of Genesis, which Hysilens maintained with her power. Before departing, Tribbie entrusted me with guarding this passage. And over countless years, I witnessed from the nether realm as my companions perished one after another, some never even managing reaching here, such as... Mydei, who shattered his soul into five pieces, or Professor Anaxa, who transmuted himself into a Philosopher's Stone.
Finally, when not a single human being remained alive in Amphoreus, Hysilens had to concentrate all her divine power within Styxia's revelry to seal Lygus. Without the Ocean's power, the passage connecting Styxia to the Vortex of Genesis began disintegrating. And then, I made my final decision: to assume the form of Netherwing's corpse and command the waters of the River of Souls to preserve that passage.
Before becoming Netherwing, I racked my mind thinking what I might leave for you. But I could hardly expect to receive anyone's embrace as Netherwing.
In a flash of recollection, I remembered Miss Cyrene once secretly told me that you had wished for me to send you a "nether postcard" from the underworld in the previous recurrence. So, while my body can still hold a pen, I've written this letter for you and instructed the flourishing Antila flowers to carry it from the nether realm, waiting for you to find it.
Someday, when you travel that passage to the Vortex of Genesis, perhaps you'll discover this "nether postcard" among the Antila flowers. Or perhaps by then I will have expended all my power and fallen into deep slumber, with all the Antila flowers long withered...
But this is certainly not our last goodbye. Should you fulfill your destiny as the Deliverer, then in that bright new world, I promise I'll find the courage to ask you for...
...an embrace I've waited for millennia too long.
Castorice
▶ a note from castorice
When the cold wind brings the first drifting snow,
we step into the muddy wilderness.
Gathering the dying petals,
we let their withered glory rest in the traveler's flower crown.
From footprints traveling back and forth, paths are woven.
Never had I imagined that one day I would wear a flower crown.
Leave this snowy realm, cross that boundary dawn and dusk, between life and death.
Journey to a world still warm with life,
and smile while embracing others.
Before your departure, take this flower crown with you.
It has accompanied me through endless paths, across the shores of darkness.
Chase the end of the west wind, and witness the world's rebirth.
May those flowers, like dancing butterflies,
rest upon your brow when you're weary.
May life's gentle warmth always stay by your side.
Castorice
▶ MESSAGES
▶ searching for signal...
(Unstable Signal)
Trailblazer, if you are receiving this message, then you must have already departed the nether realm
I now feel that our farewell was far too rushed
It was only after you left that I remembered I still had something to tell you
I crocheted a little doll of you, Trailblazer, but I didn't manage to finish stuffing it with milk cotton before I left
I also tried to recreate the Express as a cloth pendant based on your description
I tucked it inside a photo album. When decorated with dried flowers, it looked truly one of a kind
I had hoped that... when you reach the end of the Flame-Chase and stand witness to the birth of a new world, these items might bring you a trace of warmth
But in the end, I didn't even manage to give them to you in time
To ensure the new world's warmth, I will forever remain within this sea of flowers to watch over lost souls.
And if fate allows us to meet again, remember our promise
Deal
When will we meet again?
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▶ it feels so good...
It feels so good to bask in the sunlight once again
Finally, we meet again!
Long time no see, Castorice
Is that really you?
Even now, it still feels like a dream
Thanks to you and everyone else's efforts, things are finally different this time
Look, I adopted two stray little chimeras
They're warm and soft, perfect for cuddling up with when you're trying to sleep
It feels completely different from a chimera doll
Let me touch them!
Dreams do come true!
Though I wonder what names I should give them...
What are your thoughts on this?
Cas-cake, Cas-fly
Sweet talk or trash talk
I'm also terrible at coming up with names
The wind's picking up outside. Time to take them out for a walk.
@#$%...!**...&*
It was an accidental touch. They seem a bit too excited
Would you like to join us, if you have the time?
Then, I can give you that photo album I haven't had the chance to give you yet~
▶ pardon me...
Do you still recall the two little chimeras I adopted? I found out they love falling asleep to fairy tales
I've been thinking about exploring some new directions lately, so I'm planning to try writing
Castorice's new series!
I want to be the protagonist
Actually, I was just about to ask for your opinion. Here's what I have in mind:
The protagonist accidentally enters a small town inhabited by cats and mice, singing crows, pink piglets, and a cooperative ant family
They're quite sociable, love playing with the protagonist, and really enjoy listening to stories
No, they love those stories very, very much...
When the fairy tale town enters deep night and everything quiets down... the little animals just can't fall asleep...
"It can't be quiet here," "It can't be quiet here," they said...
And so, they came to the protagonist's bedside
And just like that
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They stare at you
That's terrifying!
That's so cute!
Where is that quiet place?
I'm not that well-versed in horror novels, so to better immerse myself, I looked up some reference books, like 20 Unsolved Mysteries and The Many Causes of Disappearances...
I just finished reading Eat Well today and got some pretty good ideas from it
I'll come back to discuss with you once I make some progress
Don't worry, the little chimeras will pester me daily for updates. They just can't live without stories!
▶ OTHER
▶ mail: a small wish
So, I chose to write on petals drifting in the air, and hope the west wind can bring them to you.
I wanted to thank you for crossing paths with me. I will tell you in person when we meet again.
And I look forward to that wonderful moment.